so much more

It's been kind of a rough month and I feel like my emotions have been all over the place. I feel so much so deeply, but at the same time I don't really know what I feel. Although I am acutely aware of the fact that I am feeling, I'm not sure WHAT I am feeling because I am feeling so many different emotions at the same time and for so many different reasons. They say emotions are a roller coaster, but this seems to be so much more than that. I think that I am on three different roller coaster's at the same time or something. It is kind of crazy. Even amidst all of this, life is good. I love the power of music and how it can describe and convey my emotions so perfectly and bring me peace, happiness, and understanding. I recently discovered a song by Mindy and Dustin Gledhill called "So Much More" and it has given me a lot of peace in my life recently. Here are the lyrics:

tell me, is it true?
are you really who they say you are?
I've been searching my whole life through
for a light, for a Savior, for you

if you would speak to me
I would listen because I believe
there's so much more to life
and so much more to me

I've had my doubts and fears
and there are days when I don't know why I'm here
guide me and show the way
and I'll pray to feel your spirit near

if you would speak to me
I would listen because I believe
there's so much more to life
and so much more to me

I long to know
if faith in God can heal me
as I kneel I start to feel
your power and presence near

if you would speak to me
I would listen because I believe
there's so much more to life
and so much more to me

so much more


He does speak to me. I listen because I do believe. I feel. And there is so much more to life and so much more to me. More than I even know.